Memoirs of the 89 months that Mahmoud Hosni Al-Orabi - an Egyptian journalist, politician, and translator - spent in exile, far from his homeland, Egypt, in Berlin, after he fled from the brutal security authority that arrested him and his comrades in the first Egyptian communist organization, and deprived him of journalistic and political work. Which forced him to flee to Germany, at a time when Germany was suffering economically, and this is considered an incomprehensible choice, so why did he not seek refuge in the Soviet Union? Mahmoud Al-Orabi suffered from hunger, loneliness, and unemployment. He worked as a teacher of the Arabic language to non-native speakers, and lived through the beginnings of the Nazi Party's rule and Hitler's leadership of Nazi Germany.