Jeff
At twenty-two, I still felt the constraints of my strict Baptist upbringing heavily. I had known that I, well, appreciated the male form since my early teens but that doesn't make me gay; the pastor's only son couldn't be gay. So why couldn't I get Brian out of my head?

Brian
When we had first started hooking up, I knew Jeff thought of himself as straight; that he was just experimenting. Isn't that what people did in college? But the first time that Jeff dragged me to the bed when he was stone cold sober, I started thinking that we might have something special after all. Was I ever wrong.

Can the repressed son of a pastor move beyond his past to grab his future if that means coming out?

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