On the road to abandonment, a long journey that lasted five years, a journey on a road known for its many accidents, so it was called at the time, the Road of Death. On the road to abandonment, a journey during which I gave birth to two of my children and met my lifelong friends. During the same trip, my cognitive and practical abilities developed, and most importantly, my personal experiences. The journey began with me as the simple, fragile Amal, who knows nothing of the world except schools and certificates, and the journey ended with me as other hopes, Amal that was polished by the sands of the desert and squeezed by the humidity of the expansive sea on the Salwa Line..!