Back around 1983, two years after I had accepted Jesus as my Lord, I was sitting in an office trailer at a construction site.  I was a security guard and the only person there at night.  That night we had a tropical storm and the trailer began to shake; so I stood up and said out loud, "God, I'm ready."  What I didn't understand was that I wasn't ready, I needed to grow.  In this book I explain why I needed to grow and share some things that I learned along the way.