Living a lie doesn't always end up being the best option, but when it's your only choice what else can you do?

You do everything you can to survive, to make life easier.

In your early adult years, you think that you know it all. Well, that's how I was looking back on my life now.

Nearly nineteen-years later, it's true what they say, you always learn by your mistakes, mistakes make you into a stronger person.

And boy did I make a lot of them.

They also cost me a lot more than I ever thought they would.

Never in a million years did I ever think something like this would happen to me, but it did.

Now I'm fighting the daily struggles of getting my life back on track, to become a normal person, whatever that means.

With only a few people to rely on, I make the best of what I've got.

This is my story, it's not a story that is all sweetness and light. It's a story of love, regret, devastation, darkness and maybe a little redemption.

***Disclaimer- Some of the content in this book can cause triggers for some. Also, contains profanity, erotic scenes and only suitable for readers 18+***