GOD WILLED IT

TONY BAILEY

I sincerely hope that all who read "GOD WILLED IT" do not feel that they have wasted their time. Deservedly or not, I do not feel that I have wasted mine.

I woke up one day and decided that I wanted to write a book about my grandfather. I think that I had always wanted to do so, but the universe had not aligned until that time, three years ago.

Was it just about my grandfather? It started out that way but the evidence from the research and the subtext of the story was just relentless in what it was delivering up.

In my own life I was searching for answers to questions for which there were no answers- an endless whirlpool of challenges without the slightest prospect of an acceptable outcome.

Lives were at stake. People that I loved might die.

I wanted to save them but I couldn't. Worst of all, those who could have at least lightened the burden chose to add a seemingly endless amount of weight and innumerable obstacles to torture and torment me in my battles. I was scraping the bottom of the barrel. There was nothing left.

The growing rage within me was becoming harder and harder to control.

GOD WILLED IT

TONY BAILEY