In this candid, at times raw. account of a life a turmoil. Bishop Pat Buckley, explores his life journey to come to terms with his own sexuality and his deep spirituality. Buckley struggled with his homosexuality, finally "coming out" in 1999. This book is not a "confession" of Buckley's sexuality, however. He uses his own experiences to delve into the deep connection between sex and spirit. Further, he is highly critical of the way in which the Catholic Church separates sexuality from spirituality, making sex a source of sin and shame.